サンドイッチとおにぎりの二人三脚

by sandwich " my memories of Jazz in America"

I loved to wrap my arms around Jazz and hug and kiss him.

He was very tolerant of being hugged and kissed so much.

It is so lonely with Jazz gone. 

He was always here when we were at home. 

He was really a special unique character and living being. 

He was Jazz and had his own personality and habits different

from any other person or animal. And he lived with us and loved us  

and we lived with him and loved him.  

I miss him so much and it hurts so much to know I will never see him or be with him again.  I am happy that I was with him and I am happy to think about him and have so many memories of him.  But now he is gone and he is gone forever.   

We will never see him again and it makes me so sad.

I keep feeling that Jazz should be here in the apartment now. 

I remember how he always was sleeping or any of the things 

he would do. Even if he didn't do anything we was here. 

He was alive and present in our life. 

It is so hard for me to feel that big big loss and to know that he is gone forever.  I really keep wanting him to be here. 

So, I am very sad.